oh great! special day is coming. the stomping & pomping can be heard clearly from here! heh! :)

will wait, patiently. definitely! :)

push that aside, back to working life now. :)

work has been alright so far. like today, customers non-stop since 10am. whatnot? weekday. to make things worst, few of the crews were on mc, annual leave, last minutes excuses etc. fussy, weird & attitude customers who thinks they are always the right one. well, used to it. quote, 'customers are always right.' hell yeah. heh! no worries, searching for a new job is another thing.

push work aside, back to relationship life now. :)

pretty glad they're doing fine. more laughter added. more smile created. each & every time they met. awesome! it was such a blessing. those jokes & teases, simply keep themselves busy with one another. heh! nothing else really matters. :)

oh well! what more should she ask for? she've got it all. maybe not all, but still, being appreciative is what she've learnt. all these, thanks to Him. :)

p/s: those eye lashes of yours made her jealous uh! heh! :)

she's pretty excited! definitely! :)

let us do the countdown with her, shall we? heh!

not only she'll turn one year OLDer. she'll be lil more wiser when it comes to decision making. she'll be lil more mature. she'll be lil more naughtier. nevertheless, she'll be lil more FATTER! hakz! :)

smile & laughter seems to be her bestest friends for the past days, weeks, months, years. she'll be looking forward for this friendship till her very last breathe for sure! :)

oh my! my! no words can exactly describe the joy she's feeling right now! totally SPEECHLESS! heh! :)

hmm. meanwhile, let the clock tick-tocking happily till sun midnight! :)

p/s: it has always been wonderful with you around! :)

less than 10days to her special day! heh! she's feeling way too happy for it! :)

whatnot? will be turning 19th. sounds old, hell yeah! 'mature' is the best word describing it though. hehehe. :)

she has a long list of wishes, but which of those will first to come true? no one knows! 'surprise' will be the second word for the day. heh! :)

to think back, gifts or presents ain't important at all. 'it's the thought that counts'. appreciated. :)

however, celebrating it with loved ones & that special someone makes it more wonderful. no doubts! :)

oh well! let it be a memorable one. the one that will makes her smile & laugh upon each time she reminiscing it. :)

p/s: closed her eyes, make a wish. *hmm* :)

this unwelcome feeling been bugging her which she hated it most. :(

all that she needs now, is to run to that special someone. hug him tightly & wish she'll never let him go. but no. cause she knew, it's impossible. work do keep him occupied. worst, holding 2 jobs at one time. :(

scream out loud is what she wanted to do most now to let out this feeling. :(

hugging her chipmunk soft-toy & weep like a baby is what she'll do when she can't take things anymore. she ain't that strong like she thought afterall. :(

listening ears will do great help, perhaps? :(

brush away this feeling is what she wish for right at this very moment. please. :(

whatnot? that special day is coming! it's coming! it's coming! it's coming rolling & storming right at my doorstep! heh! welcoming it is what i'm going to do. :)

back to track. school was alright afterall. right at this moment, i'm glad i'm doing fine with the topic on goodwill for accounting. more practise is a must! to add on, i did passed my costing module CA1. it's not an 'A' though. to think on the bright side, it's an achievement! be proud of it! a job well done! hehehe. :)

surprisingly, i'm not working today. reason being, too many crews? the best part, will only be working on friday & saturday. this would mean, less income. one word best describe it, pathetic! :)

made up my mind, will be issuing my resignation letter sooner or later. it was a hard decision though. still, i know it's the best for me. will be looking out for a new job other than F&B line. like i've said before, i need a new fresh air to breathe. heh! :)

guess, i'm done! will update again soon. :)

p/s: you seems to understand. thank you! :)

to think back, time do flies very fast. now, it's already the month of may. meaning? one more month, to be specific, 14 more days to that special day. hahaha. :) will be turning 19th! yes, growing older! heh!

wuhho! i'm so looking forward to it. simply because, will be celebrating it with that someone special. yay! :)

enough of that!

let us move on to school, work & relationship?

school has been super stressful. whatnot? CA1 are still on. meaning, no slacking uh! accounting paper will be on 25th may. i do realised, i'm not that strong in one of the topics, goodwill. tutoring is so a must! heh! whereas for other modules, doing fine with costing, glad! doing way too good with tourism project. credits goes to the hardwork of my group members! hoping to finish it before the dateline! i know we can, don't we? :)

move on to work. it has been super tiring. no doubts. school & work at the same time? exhaustion is what i got at the end of the day! still wondering, when is the right time to resign. been working there for a year plus. guess, it's time for new fresh air? heh! :)

relationship likewise? it has been bubbly as always! heh! thanks to that someone special who has never fails to bring smile & laughter when we're together. spending time with him is all i need during my off days! no doubts. we're doing absolutely great! so many things to share. to laugh. to tease. to sing. to dance. to love. gosh! simply everything! he's just so unique. to think back & reminiscing, i'm glad i've found him & his beloved family. really thanked Him. :)

p/s: the warmth of the love from you & your family makes this life even more meaningful. ily, baby! :)

like any other numbers. like any other months. the number 16 & the month of may are the ones which you'll be looking forward too every year without fail. simply because it's your birthday hunney! heh! :)

bestie, there are no surprises, presents or any birthday treats. just a simply post from me to you, showing, i did not forget that today is your special day. :)

bestie, i know i may not be the first wishing you when the real fact is, you're waiting a message from me. no matter i'm the first or the last wishing you, but deep in this heart, you'll always be my number one bestie. no one can ever take your place. never! that's a promise for sure! :)

bestie, i do realised, i'm way too busy with school & work. we rarely meet up. making phone calls. messaging each other. but that doesn't mean i forgets about you totally. i've keep you right at the corner of my heart where no one can ever steal you away from me. they never will! :)

bestie, on your very special day, i hope, you do enjoy every single moments of it with your family & friends. how i wish i can be part of it too. i'm sorry, bestie. i really am. will date you out when i'm totally, TOTALLY free, alright? hey! that's a promise hunney! :)

bestie, you've turn one year older. becaming lil more wiser. lil more prettier. lil more adorable. lil more taller, hmm, no? high heels might do the tricks! hehehe. no matter, i wish, happiness will always be with you along your journey, every hours, every minutes, every seconds, every milliseconds. seeing that smile & laughter, makes me happy hunney! :)

bestie, i'll pray, there's no end to this friendship. you've taught me alot during the past years. you lift me up when i'm down. being by my sides when i need a shoulder to cry on. being my torchlight when i lost my ways. being the one holding my hands tight when i'm about to fall. being both a bestie & a sister to me. your beauty is from the inside, hunney. :)

bestie, i'm thankful to have met you. you're the best gift i've got from Him. i love you so much bestie! :)

once again, happy 19th birthday, may! :)

seeing you being so engrossed in your new job makes me proud of you! :)

you've changed for the better. not for me, but for yourself. yes. i'm glad, definitely!

now. heard that you're sick. that's double worrying, baby.

you hardly have enough of rest too which makes me kind off worried. worst, you don't even have the time to eat proper meals.

no matter how busy you are, never skip your meals. you don't have to worry of getting fat cause you'll never be one, baby. your fats will transfer to me, alright? heh!

despite all that, we rarely contact each other too. rarely meet up three. heh! i won't denied, i'm missing you. but, i've learn to adapt to it. it's hard, i'll try. :)

do came across some people who will curiously asked,

'do you trust your boify?',

'what if he do something bad behind your back?',

'you wouldn't know isn't it?',

'what if he lied to you all along?'

would simply replied, 'i trusted him since the first day, he became my special someone.' :)

the word trust really keep our relationship going. i wouldn't say it's easy, but that's what we wanted from each other. it takes time though. i'm glad we managed to go this far. simply because of the word trust. :)

this advice really left me with great impact:

the most important thing in a healthy relationship are honesty, sincerity, trust & deep sense of respect for each other. you need to be as transparent as possible in solving your relationship problems. :)

oh well. i'm lucky to have that special someone. someone who has been encouraging & supporting me in all the things that i do. being the one who makes me smile every day & every night without failed. truly thankful! :)

p/s: tender loving care. ily, baby.

once again, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :)

had to attend cousin's wedding today.

boify's family were invited too.

basically, went to fetch them at yishun beforehand. thanks to papa for sending me to yishun! appreciated! :)

million, billion, trillion of butterflies flying happily in the stomach each time i went to boify's homie. heh! saw ibuk, abah & boify in the living room. first thing first, ibuk received her mother's day gift from me! hehehe. this hand were trembling, mind you. nervousness. hahahaha. & there boify, giggling behind my back. that bacen! ;) i'm glad you like the bracelet, ibuk. i really did!

we made our way to the wedding at 1.30pm? taxi were our transportation. ibuk paid for the fare. heh!

many of my relatives were already there when we arrived. saw mama & papa busy entertaining the guests. found our seats & yes! EATING TIME! hehehe.

i could still remember when papa introduced me to my far grandmother.

papa: ni anak nan yang paling kecik. (real fact, i'm fat, papa! hahaha)

grandma: ouh, da besar ehk. (what is she trying to hint??? hahaha.)

papa: ah2, da besar. da ade mataer pon. yang itu mataer dier. *evil eyes* (papa pointing his finger at boify. heh! great thing is, he said it out loud. let the whole world hear you, papa! hahaha.)

ate our food. & yes, ibuk made her move earlier as daddy were at home alone. thanks for coming ibuk! love you no less. :)

budin went off next. reason being, he got soccer to attend. thanks too, lil bro! :)

mummy & famz did came too just now. yes, were damn happy, can? missing them hell alot uh! i meant it! a month since i last visited them? despite that, seeing the kids being so close to boify's just make this heart smile. seeing how much the kids missing boify going to their house & being the one who make them laugh like they've never laugh before! hahaha. they even invited boify to their homie. cuteness! :)

basically, boify & i made our move at 3pm together with mummy & famz. papa sent boify's home as he need to go skating in the evening. me, followed mummy & famz to bukit batok to attend some praying function. :) had loads of fun with them. no doubts. spending time though it were short, still i treasure it as much. :)

thanks to papa jai for sending me home safely! it has been wonderful to have you. :) shima loves papa jai's family. always & forever!

to conclude everything. yes everything. it was way to AWESOME! more sweet yet special moments need to be kept in the memories box. i'm sure there are more to come. rolling & storming at its door. heh!

to kak mimy & abg faisal, it's alright that both of you've to skip this wedding. no worry! shima understands. it was super thoughtful of kak mimy to inform me through msn in advance. it was super thoughtful of abg faisal too for calling today & said you & kakak won't be able to attend the wedding. shima touched uh both!!! love both of you many3more uh!!! :)

p/s: seeing you being so close, did touches this heart. i'm glad to have you. i really do. can't denied, i've never regret knowing you. instead, i'm thankful to Him that i'd met you. i love you, baby. :)

simply can't wait for tomorrow! :)

reason being? all the lovely mothers in the whole wide world are going to celebrate a memorable yet precious celebration, MOTHER's DAY!

specially for you:

mum, you've been a wonderful mother to me for the past 18 years.

mum, since the first day you brought me into this world, you taught me the meaning of love.

mum, you taught me how to walk, showing me the right path of life.

mum, you taught me how to respect others, before i want others to respect me.

mum, you've never fails to be a responsible mother to me, being so caring, attentive to all my wants & needs.

mum, you're not tired to wake up every night to make sure i sleep well & cover me with blanket.

mum, if ever you ask me what's my biggest fear in life, i'll just keep shut.

let it be a secret between me & Him.

mum, i love you so much, definitely! :)

oh well, basically did rushed to bugis after work just now. reason being? need to buy MOTHER's DAY gifts for both my beloved mama & lovely ibuk(boify's mum). had a hard time finding them. however, managed to get it just in time with the great help of one of the sales's lady. with the superb recommendation of all the accessories. thank you so much! :)

to all MOTHERS wishing you lovelies, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, in advance! woots!

p/s: attending wedding tomorrow. :)

today's date were simply splendid! heh!

with the accompanied of that someone special just made it memorable.

basically, we went to catch a movie, 'fri the 13th'. 5 o'clock show. it's a movie that so a must to watch. heh! full package! :)

dinner were next. grabbed our dinner at sakura'a place. had a fun time eating our dinner together. with all the funny faces that boify did. the laughter simply refused stop uh. heh!

after filling our stomach. made our way to esplanade!!! wuhhoo!!! it was way too awesome. no doubts! this boify of mine just can't stop teasing me at all. nevertheless, it did made me smile. feeling so special. feeling how lucky i am to be with that special someone. :) sitting under the dark romantic night skies with the accompanied of stars & 3/4 moon, made it even memorable one for me. thank you so much, baby!

we eventually made our way home at 9.45pm. like usual, boify did sent me home. heh! appreciated. :)

jokes can't be missed. songs keeps the night going. laughter hurts the stomach real bad, hun. heh! still, i did enjoy our date today, baby. it has been a wonderful yet precious one, baby. :)

like any other 5th(s).

lil arguments. lil fight.

lil smile. lil laughter.

lil tears. lil hurt.

lil ups. lil downs.

yes. we gone through so much together. i'm proud we did, baby.

yes. we are still holding on strong. i'm still holding on it, baby.

yes. i'm blessed. truly blessed. i'm truly thankful, baby.

yes. you've always been the one. trust me, only you, baby.

simply because you make fall deeper each time we met.

simply because you make this heartbeat, beats so fast each time our eyes met.

simply because you're not tired making me smile each time we met.

simply because you're who you're & really thanked God that we met. :)

i love you baby, so much!

once again,

HAPPY 15TH MONSARY!!! :)

p/s: sweet moments. special moments. ily, baby.

working life has been hilarious yet great all this while. :) with those wonderful crews working together made the environment more like second home. heh! however, i can't denied, this body are aching all over. perhaps, a massage may do the trick? hehehe.

schooling life has been hectic yet fun. i'm glad i'm catching up with my studies pretty well. this might just be the beginning. i'm sure there are more to come. :) really looking forward going to school. believe it or not. like people always says, people do change. change for a better or worse. i want to fall in the first category though. heh! well, its all up for the people to do the judging. for all i know, He knows me the best. :)

love life has been bubbly yet romantic. heh! with that special someone, just made my day. yes. we hardly meet nowadays due to our busy life. but will sure to find the time for each other company. state it, hours, minutes, seconds or milliseconds, sweet memories are sure to be kept safely. yes, i can't denied, that special someone have been a wonderful person in this relationship all this while. being so forgiving. enduring. loving. caring, understanding. simply wordless. what more should i ask for? thank you so much baby. :)

oh well, i won't say that i'm lucky enough to have such a wonderful life, still, i'm truly blessed. really did. i'm way too contented with what i have now. all these thanks to Him. yes, only to Him. :)

p/s: it has always been true. ily, baby. :)